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Assalamu'alaikum,
dear Syihan Amanda,
after my phone kene rampas, i try to contact you. i also ask my friend to text you, but my friend said that you dont have credit. its okay. but, i'm sorry for leaving you just like that. no3. i'm not leaving you, i dont know how to inform to you that my phone has get caught by my teacher.

you know what ? i argue with my bestfriend. so sad ! its just because misundertstanding about futsal. i dont know how come he can be so sensitive bout that. i love all my friend. almost a week he didnt smile to me eventhough we have solve it. i'm so afraid to tell him that i dont want to lose him. 2 days ago, i dreamed that i hug him and ask for forgiveness, and then when i got back to my home, God has called me to meet him. i'm so scared if that dreamed become true. thats why i dont have guts to face him. not only him, but all my friend who has problem with me.

i really thankful to God because today He has give me strength to be honest with my bestfriend. i ask him is there still anything wrong between us ? he said no. then i ask him why you still didnt smile to me yet ? he said he dont know. after that we laugh together again. i love him.

and about you, i dont want to contact you by using sebarang number. thats why i dont know how to contact you. thats why i ask my friend to text you. i love you so much !
i always pray for you. hope you're okay and can answer the exam question. hear this song..

[Definisi Bulan dan Bintang by Che Mohd Hilmi]



http://www.myspace.com/video/chemohdhilmi/definisi-bulan-dan-bintang-untukmu/100774084

Where iS the LOVE ?

Assalamu'alaikum.
dear Syihan Amanda,
how are you ? i hope you are in good condition. tomorrow exam right ? i pray for your luck.
do you know why i cant let u go ? hear this song and understand the lyrics. in this lyrics have 80% my feeling. hope you feel it.



Ku dikejar bayang-bayang resah
Bila hatimu masih tak berubah
Enggan dipunya dan dipenjara
Belaian cintaku ini

Aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
Bisa menyambar walau ku ditolak
Biar diuji kanan dan kiri
Kau kan tetap ku miliki

Tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
Kalimah cintamu
Yang ku tunggu-tunggu
Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu
Relaku pujuk

Janganlah kau salahkan aku
Terus memburu menawan cintamu
Daku percaya sedikit masa
Kau kecundang akhirnya

Usahlah kau bersedih
Dihadapanmu aku hadir
Memadam resah dan curiga dari hatimu
Apakah kali ini
Bisa kau tolak dan berlari
Setelah aku menanamkan azimatku

Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu
Relaku pujuk

Something bout love.

setelah my phone telah dirampas semasa spotcheck last week. i didnt text her yet. i miss her so bad. i know if i dont text her, she will off her phone. i'm sorry my dear. please forgive me.

actually i'm going to contact her using twitter but yet, her mom ask her to study. okay. i understand. i want her know that i always mention her in twitter. eventhough i didnt mention her, but some of my tweet is for her. i love her.

love can be describe in our own way and maybe this is my way. i think tomorrow she will start exam. i pray for her. good luck my princess ! do your best ! i know you can do it without me.

its already late now. i didnt wash my school uniform yet. before i end for this, i would like to give her a song

SAFE & s0unD

dedicated to TENGKU NUR SYIHAN AMANDA. by Taylor Swift. please understand the lyrics.


Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics - Safe And Sound lyrics

she is special !

Assalamu'alaikum.

i dont know how to start this story. let me ask you something.

what did you do to your lover.?
where did u put ur lover name ?

okay. for me, everytime she contact me i will leave everything behind me except something bout religion. everytime i want to reply her text, it takes a little bit time because i was thinking what should i reply to make her happy.

i dont know how to show my love for her. but, i ave give everything for her. what will i do. what i have done. i will report to her same just like i report to my mummy. eventhough sometimes i ave to lied her, i will tell the truth lately.
she didnt do like i do. whatever what. I LOVE HER !

( SYIHAN.MANDA )

this is my story

everyone deserve a love in their life. and love is same. but, the difference of love is how they appreciate it. when love is observed, love wil preserve.

before i'm falling in love with Tengku Nur Syihan Amanda on 2009. we trying to know each other in 2 days. and then i proposed her ' can i be your lover ? ' and she say ' yes ! ' . people said, "if you know someone in 1 day then you falling in love with him/her. relationship will not be sustainable for the long term." but, i dont believe it and i already proof it with my relationship now. we take only 2 days to know each other and we have been together for 3 years.

maybe i will end my story here and if God will me continue this, i will.

I LOVE SYIHAN AMANDA (>.<)

Love.Life.Laugh 2

assalamu'alaikum.

this is for her.

i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa upset.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa fed-up.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa regret.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa nk clash.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa geram.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa selfish.
i'm sorry because kadang2 paksa buat something.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa tak tahu nk text apa.
i'm sorry because kadang2 tertipu kamu.
i'm sorry because kadang2 rasa tak percayakan kamu.
i'm sorry because kadang2 marah2 kat kamu.
i'm sorry because kadang2 berubah.
i'm sorry because i dont know why i love you.

AND

I ' M S O R R Y B E C A U S E I C A N ' T L E T Y O U G O !